Ivy Mike said:
Not that it's any of my business, but what happened at NMA that led to this fall out (get it? Fall out? Too funnay)? Inquiring minds want to know. Last I saw that site was pretty much still your playpen
HAH! Biggest fucking laugh, ever. The FORUM was pretty much my area, because I could enforce with a clue (since I was pretty much the only one except for a few non-admins). Other than that and my efforts in trying to rebuild the site, my job was supposedly to hand-hold a bunch of lazy leechers who do little but wait for people to hand them information and then try to pontificate upon that.
If it
were my site, then it wouldn't be at Telefragged, it would have content to the level of completeness that it should (instead of the broken items DB and more, because Miroslav's download engine was modded for not only an item DB, but a fanfic DB, an art gallery DB, and so much more that would have helped - if it weren't in Perl, and it was QUITE lightweight compared to anything open-source that we could find either in Perl or PHP), and we wouldn't be having TO's lead drama whore of Kharn around. There wouldn't have been "threats" about me removing TO in that case; they would have logged in and wondered where their forum went to. I basically had to play by their politics, and frankly I got tired of having to deal with the argumentative ignorance.
Judging by the "oh, shit!" from the last time I left, they're going to spend a few days, maybe even a couple of weeks, in trying to get Marv to do something about the list of broken things I posted to show the other admins exactly how fucked up the site was. Or they'll just keep reposting old hat news and being envious of DAC having Emil post, while playing the same happy blowjob game of having Bethesda dictate to you when you're allowed to speak. That little game made it quite obvious, along with the witch-hunt at Bethesda for whomever was leaking the info, that Bethesda was going to try something as shitty, if not even worse, than their hype tricks with Oblivion. They are planning to keep the Fallout audience in the dark until such a time that they figure word of mouth wouldn't kill the game's reception, and so Fallout fans can't disect the design for exactly how poorly it is, as yet another piece of console trash like Oblivion or Star Trek: Legacy.
So that makes this even funnier:
Yes, but Bethesda hasn't shown any way of communicating with or listening to the fans. We also never bitch about their insulting treatment of us, mainly because there isn't any.
What a wonderful way to live in denial and no clue about what is going on.
Speaking of denial:
Whether or not Oblivion was fun is completely irrelevant. Oblivion's design has nothing, and I do mean nothing, in common with the design of any faithful Fallout game.
Except when it's being designed and developed in pretty much the same way by the same people - rather difficult to miss that.
(along with the rest of the admins), but of late you've been implying some heavy ordnance in your posts on this board.
Kharn? Totally useless unless it's news posting about shit people have known for a while already, especially if it's been posted on NMA's own forums about the topic itself. Otherwise, it's usually drama about The Order or some other silly shit like that, or some argumentative ignorance. Why Odin reversed Miroslav's thankfulness that we no longer had to deal with TO and the associated assclownery once they left the first time, I'll never know. Oh, wait, I do, because of "traffic" reasons.
If it wasn't for some silly competition with DAC (which I really don't share feelings of, because I've worked at DAC, NMA, and V13 for longer than ANYONE ELSE in the community) Kharn probably wouldn't be doing a damn thing. Again.
Odin? Left for WoW, missing for months without bothering to appoint a competent replacement, and only occasionally resurfaces.
Silencer, the new "lead admin" at NMA now that Odin is too much into WoW to care? He's okay for technical unless we have to wait on the mildly-retarded tech guy at the apparent now fully RSS leech of Telefragged/Atomicgamer...who also happens to be the CEO. Then Silencer can't even bother to read his own news forum, or that of DAC, which NMA constantly tries to e-peen scoop. Which is ironic, since DAC posted the info from VDweller as a credible rumor, and NMA failed to notice (except for Kharn, who has to go for more DRAMA!) So, would someone like to explain why the admin of the (supposed) largest Fallout site is clueless enough to require that I hand all over my info to him, when the bits he should have been worried about were months public knowledge already? I personally never cared who got the news first, it was for the community - as long as someone actually GOT the news. I now don't understand the logic of trying to scoop other Fallout sites by seeing who can repost Blue's News or other sources, without trying to do any info-digging yourself. At least Odin bothered to do that much. The biggest irony is that when VDweller gave a bit of info he and others got from Bethesda sources, NMA admins and moderators would rather bitch about the lack of information and go on about other argumentative shit, instead of paying attention to the info. The basis for an original news article, the ultimate "scoop", was on their own fucking news forum and they missed it. It was being told that I had to hand-hold everyone to make sure they read the forum, made sure that they were fully aware of issues that were scooped by other sites, then being told that was to be my expected job even though the clueless shits STILL don't even pay attention (the EC Comics vs DC Comics thing), I left out of disgust.
Marv: The most useless dipshit
ever in hosting gaming sites. Not only has this shitbag selectively butchered AdminSQL and left it "secure but without a proper login", but through that and other means pretty much the entire forum DB at NMA has been publicly BROWSABLE, including PMs and supposedly "private" forums. Don't even get me started on that 3ddownloads bullshit... Then he also required that we reconfigure our Perl scripts to some cgi-bin, then completely did away with Perl, causing Odin to half-ass replace the site with some PHP scripts that he never bothered to document anything about to the others who were supposed to work on it. Telefragged has been a fucking joke since QuakeGod left/died/whatever, turning into a copy of the GameSpy/IGN circus.
The Rest: I'll admit, not all were disappointing. Ratty, Wooz, Montez, Per, and a few others were great in keeping the clueless in line, but it appears that their efforts will now be in vain since without an effective spine, Orderites now run NMA. NMA cannot realistically expand or even restore old data, so what you see of the site is it. It has been little but primarily a forum and broken content, along with some news, for years. Honestly, DAC's a far better site, because it's complete and not half-ass broken. Ironic, since DAC's focus from the time it was hosted on Turngray and then at Iplaygames was originally supplemental media (speech files, music, etc.) and not full game information. Now, NMA's focus seems to be on whatever Interplay mocking can be scraped up, along with waiting on their asses for Bethesda to officially state something so they can have the balls to confront Bethesda about Fallout 3's design - when it's far too late like FOT. Oh, wait, no, fan reception made that game suck less than it was going to (wasn't going to be a world map originally until I got on their asses about it!), and F
OS was just continued in developer denial. However, it seems like Interplay, and by merit of the license Bethesda as well (since ZeniMax now owns them, they are essentially the same brand of console whore as Herve), has learned from the F
OS experience. So they are now keeping quiet about what might be taken unfavorably. Well...it also might have been the reception to some of Pete and Todd's (and other junior Bethesda developers) unbelievably stupid remarks when the title was first announced.
Me: For trying to give a clue to lazy shits, repeatedly, and then they completely miss the mark while also playing the "Bethesda hasn't told us anything" game. Even after VDweller and I point out what leaks have told us about Fallout 3, and other info to support it, and it doesn't matter.
Even after I spend years describing the Fallout setting and design, as it was explained to me by both Tim Cain and Chef Boyarsky, it seems to never have gotten through. Here I am, wasting my time on people who had suddenly regressed back into "clueless newbs" unable to tell the difference between EC Comics and DC Comics, while the site fell into ruins out of my control to do anything. Hell, not even putting it on my own network was agreed to, because it would make it clear that I was the lead admin. I was lead admin in practicality, but when politics came into play, the TO shitheads won.
Yes, I am an idiot for wasting my time for that long, thank you. :D I should have left with Miroslav after he handed the site to someone who didn't have shit for technical knowledge, and made them the lead admin, while the site has progressively gone to shit.
Or left when Odin brought back TO as a "valuable resource".
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Hmmm, that was cathartic, releiving, and worth a bit of a break from writing AI routines designed for non-lethal attack considerations of party NPCs. Now that I'm working on rewarding, productive work, it feels much better. :D
EDIT: More fun!
Kharn said:
The accusation has to do with our refusal to post rumours on the frontpage,
That's a new one, and one that you and Silencer just pulled from your asses.
unless we recieved them firsthand.
How the FUCK do you plan to receive ANYTHING firsthand when you're too lazy to read your own forum? If you're hoping that Emil hands it to you on your own forum, you're shit out of luck and chances are you'd miss that, too.
It's not our policy to post rumours from people like Vault Dweller no matter how much I personally believe him. I'm not sure why he's complaining that we didn't, seeing as he was an admin and could've newsposted them whenever he wanted.
VDweller did post it. It could hardly be called "secondhand" when I also verify it. Both events seemed to be wholly ignored in lieu of whatever personal bitch you and Sander have with VDweller. So not only did you get the info posted on your own forums, but it was verified to be something other than just someone randomly coming around and posting a rumor...THAT MEANS YOU'RE A FUCKING RETARD, KHARN. The decision to not post credible rumors is one Silencer and you came up with to excuse your laziness while posting old hat Fallout news. Odin even reposted the "Fallout Fantasy" rumors, despite what they turned out to be, because they were news and it was from a reliable source. It turned out to be something different, but still relevant. The same thing happened with FOT, in case...oh, wait, only a handful currently at NMA were there, back then. Making people aware of what should be known about Fallout 3 is a tad bit more relevant at the moment, so please grow a brain and a pair, but don't ever reproduce. Even after the "Fallout Fantasy" crap, DAC still posts rumors if it appeared that someone went to the effort of digging for it. You know how you post rumors credibly as news? Like how DAC did so, as posting it as a rumor.
As for posting it myself? You wanted to look useful in doing something in your "hey, look, I can post news to look useful" even though that's a job a mere moderator could do, I was wanting to see if you'd be useful or the usual story-leeching shit you've always been. Considering you can't even bother snooping around for details about Fallout 3 yourself, which would have easily verified...no, I wasn't going to hand it all to you for free, since it appears that Silencer nor you, nor any other admin, cared to look for Fallout 3 news. Then you post the "we don't know shit yet" alibi in response to how people have fears about the game because SOMEONE (I'll give you a hint, dipshit, me) was pointing out the many realities of the title in context with what Bethesda had already said. You kids don't know shit because you've done shit for investigating yourselves.
So, keep being envious of Emil posting at DAC. As if Bethesda is going to tell you anything worthwhile on the forums. Too bad for you it's a little late to consider that, and I guess Silencer did want developer asskissing in lieu of a clue. I was also getting tired of being about the only one to keep investigating, since after Odin left nobody else cared to do the least bit of effort in getting info like that. You, Silencer, and the rest seem to be happy sitting there while Bethesda sees how well they can dump Fallout 3 onto the ignorant masses.
Copngratulations, NMA is now a news repost site. Thanks to you and Silencer.
So, if anyone wants a reason why I'm not there...I think that would be the one, genius!
I'd just leave it be if I was you guys. As for the "whole plot" of the conflict, I'm still trying to figure that one out myself, but it's not really relevant. We didn't force him to do anything and asked him to advice if he so strongly disagreed with us (he never did).
Liar.
And, since you're too stupid/lazy to read your own admin forum (which makes you even more useless than the lazy shit who can't even bother to read his own news forum):
1. Emil posts useless shit at DAC, and gets his ass licked because he was a great level designer for Thief II and managed to not completely suck on the parts he designed for Oblivion.
2. Emil sucks Todd's ass in the same posting of useless shit.
3. In reply to a news post without anything of note, Kharn reports that Emil says...ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! (Reposting empty forum brainshit from developers is *SO* much more important than ANY details about the game!)
4. Silencer, in envy about Emil posting at DAC, objects to me calling Emil something along the lines of "another useless attention-whoring shithead" and telling him to fuck off if he's going to be as useless of an attention whore as the rest of Bethesda's developers, which is backed up by Emil coming to NMA about a year ago (under the name and pic "Lohan", as in Lindsay Lohan!) to post...USELESS SHIT. He also stopped posting that same day, and didn't appear to visit since given how PMs weren't delivered. Lo and behold, I could count on someone at Bethesda to report how I boldfaced a "FUCK YOU" at Emil, and look! Emil then visits NMA, after his claims of "if I didn't care about the community, I wouldn't have registered here" garbage at DAC (and a year ago at NMA), as the PMs being delivered indicated. He now seems to be MIA from DAC as well, and was as useless for the community to talk to as he was a year ago.
5. Silencer demands to know what I know, including contacts, etc. after I point out the SHOCKING revelation to him that VDweller scooped NMA on their own fucking news forum, and I was sitting back to watch the hilarity of nobody else at NMA having a clue, nor wanting one unless someone at Bethesda gives them "firsthand" material.
6. I point out that if people are going to be too lazy to read their own fucking news forum, I wasn't going to needlessly endanger the jobs of those who took the time and risk to divulge information. Those who were still at Bethesda, who were seeing the oldtimers go in disgust at how TES was being treated, who put their jobs and possibly careers at risk to violate Bethesda's blacklisting, were to be rewarded by having their livelihood put at risk for the sake of some lazy shits that couldn't be bothered to investigate on their own and who even kept making excuses as to "we don't know anything yet because Bethesda hasn't told us anything". With their laziness, I could expect laxness, and that was something that would not have been a suitable reward to someone with integrity. Yes, they work at Bethesda. We've also had contacts at Interplay regarding their situation.
I also find it amusing that people "paid attention", when I could post something repeatedly and you dumbfucks still manage to confuse DC and EC comics. The styles were nowhere close. The titles were nowhere close to each other.
Then you even try to berate an artist about their work, which arises in this little gem that nobody else has a clue to correct, even after it's made repeatedly:
Sander said:
Considering the fact that we know from what Boyarsky himself explained that it's a 50s DC Comics style, you're completely and utterly wrong. Not to mention you failed to do even the basic homework.
Not only incorrect about what Boyarsky and others said, but nobody else has sufficient clue to correct it. So exactly what the fuck have you asshats been doing for the last few years but ride the coattails of my knowledge and experience? You certainly haven't paid shit for attention, and so there lies the problem. I wasn't going to put the job of someone I have to respect for the risk they went to, into the hands of a few incompetent twatwaffles that can't even bother to educate themselves, but preach their ignorance to others. Which is what we used to thump in the old days, given how Xotor and I admin'd the forum. You have become everything we used to ban. So, since I didn't quite belong there anymore...
He de-adminned and banned himself, which is a shame, but it's his call, and that's really all that needs to be said.
A shame? You're glad I'm gone, don't even bother playing that pretentious shit now. Now you not only have your precious TO at NMA without any threat to the antics (too bad there's not another hosted community to pick on, eh?), but you've now essentially got control of the site. And now look where it's going.
So much for NMA having balls anymore, but unless it's joining in kicking Interplay's corpse or re-posting Fallout news, NMA is fucked. You only have yourselves to thank, kids. Good luck not only keeping the site with this willful cluelessness, but good luck ever updating it with the less-than-useless host you have. You guys should pick now whether to rip off someone's Fallout 3 items page or not bother covering the title, because now you can't seem to be bothered or able to do jack shit for yourselves.
EDIT again!:
More boring drama since someone linked to it at NMA so the oblivious shits at NMA could find it and clue themselves in, and I'll keep it to this post to keep this isolated.
My "resignation letter":
welsh said:
So Rosh, I would keep your secrets if I were you.
I will, because that means I'll no longer be around to witness to total pussification of NMA by being jealous of Elara, for example. F
OS and FOT, anyone? Yet people get butt-hurt when Bethesda's ass isn't licked and they get comparatively lesser shit thrown back at them. Oh, whoop-de-shit, Bethesda might be upset. That didn't stop us in the past when it was involving Interplay and the same leaked details about FOT and F
OS, that with the community interest, the developers had no choice but to address them.
But now we can't do that, because someone wants NMA to be a PUSSY that would get someone in trouble, because it needs someone at Bethesda to officially state shit for people here to have a surrogate spine. Even info that is publicly posted and verified as confirmed leak by TWO RESPECTED PEOPLE, and it still is received with thumbs and heads up asses, so don't give me the "you should have told us" bullshit, Silencer, VDweller told the entire fucking site, I confirmed with a few tidbits thrown in for context, and it STILL gets the "we don't know anything concrete" shit from Sander and Kharn. So you know what? I DID GIVE YOU GUYS THE INFO. You just pissed it away, so fuck you for repaying someone's risk of career and our effort in slipping this in carefully, like this. We already gave you what you wanted, and it was ass-scrubbed in lieu of kissing Bethesda's ass.
So what the fuck has changed? NMA is starting to let the community down by becoming complacent and willing to wait for Bethesda to pat you on the head like a good dog. People came to the site because we weren't the same sloppy blowjob crap of Fallout eXtreme (please tell me someone actually remembers this shit). We would charge forward with no guns barred, and we've been fairly spot-on. Now, no longer. Well, happy fetching the press releases, bitches.
So, if you're in charge of NMA now, Silencer, I wish you the best with the change in ethics and principles. They are no longer shared by me, because they are no longer what we used to follow. Good luck getting Marv to get off of his ass to do anything to help fix this site, but crumbling content should go well with the crumbling integrity.
Silencer, you have no right to dare speak to me about integrity when you'd place your own laziness and lack of trying to delve for information yourself over someone's career that they put at risk to give info to those who DID put forth effort. I helped with three sites at the same time (V13, DAC, NMA), as I would if we weren't waiting on Marv to fix something yet again with his half-ass setup (another reason why I can't trust the security of these forums) and still managed to get personal work done while getting leaked info about FOT, so I don't know why you can't be bothered to do anywhere near the same amount of effort while waiting for Marv. If you're expecting us to just hand it to you...sorry, tried that and it was publicly discouraged on the forum.
So we didn't release any more of the info about the game that was leaked to us. Given that an artist is one of my contacts, one that has been in the industry a hell of a lot longer than most of the newbie kids on Oblivion, I have some interesting details about the art style. That I will now keep to myself.
So, minus any reason to be here...
-Rosh, now enjoying a load of new free time. Now I can get back to real game development instead of having to talk about it for the benefit of those who can't be bothered to think about it for themselves.